betrayed

There we were, both so young,

Just standing with the crowd.

We were the closest of friends,

Laughing so loud.

As time went on,

I started trusting you more and more.

I told you things that I,

Hadn't told anyone before.

I opened up to you,

I gave you my heart,

Then you turn right around,

And tear it apart.

You think that I don't know,

What you're saying behind my back.

You think you're so perfect,

But there's still so much that you lack.

You predend that you don't know,

Why I'm in so much pain.

Secretly hating you,

Betrayed by you yet again.

You think that you can just,

Butt into my life.

But if you really want to make me happy,

You must pay the price.

And now that I've broken free,

From your deadly curse,

I realize your the one who ruined my life,

And continued to make it worse.

Now you're angry with me,

Because I refuse to answer your call.

Because I'm trying to forget you,

So I won't have to fall.

So now, just remember,

When I turn my back on you,

It's because you did the same to me,

Something horible to live through.

Never again will I trust you.

Never again will I call you a friend.

Never again will you ruin my life,

Our friendship has come to an end.

How dare you say that you care,

How dare you even try.

How can you be so heartless,

And try to make me believe your lies.

I've learned form my mistakes.

I've learned from what I've done.

I've learned not to trust you.

You, or anyone.

I've been betrayed by a friend.

my savior

there's not enough words,
to tell you how much I adore you,
you have shown me a side of you,
I somehow always knew.
had existed for many a bad day or even a good day,
I love your beautiful mind in every single way.
you touch me, and I feel,
you speak to me; I heal.
your promise has been given,
to protect me; you are driven.
I now exist for not only myself,
but also for your own emotional wealth.
I have become enriched,
with the fabric that's been stitched.
my heart glows a bright, crimson red,
blood is burning a flame in my heart, instead.
a beautiful pyre has been built,
out of love, not out of guilt.
you have made me realize,
what I have gained is a real prize.
you instill in me, how much I am really worth,
when I am but a tiny dot, upon this earth.
I taste your lips, gently, and I only crave more,
than mere lust that lies within the ancient lore.
a hundred centuries of chaos has reigned,
until the warrior, who you became.
he had rescued me from the enemy,
and I accepted his hand for all eternity.
we've begun the tale of romance,
starting with just the slow dance.
a simple kiss, and my spirit's captured,
I linger for a moment inside your rapture.
an embrace, lasting for twenty odd minutes,
can leave an imprint on this heart, once beatless.
so I think of you while I sleep,
and I will dream you into the deep.
in the parts of my soul that remain hidden,
I am knowing and trusting this is not forbidden.
once I had thought this to be a taboo,
no longer is it anything, but a promise to love you.
to slowly breathe you in,
inhaling your love within.
your mind is in tune with mine,
my soul is now your chime.
for the bells that toll,
freely ring, so behold!
a final thought for this night,
you are my savior, and I know that you're right...

There's not enough words,

to tell you how much I adore you,

You have shown me a side of you,

I somehow always knew.

Had existed for many a bad day or even a good day,

I love your beautiful mind in every single way.

You touch me, and I feel,

You speak to me; I heal.

Your promise has been given,

To protect me; you are driven.

I now exist for not only myself,

But also for your own emotional wealth.

I have become enriched,

With the fabric that's been stitched.

My heart glows a bright, crimson red,

Blood is burning a flame in my heart, instead.

A beautiful pyre has been built,

Out of love, not out of guilt.

You have made me realize,

What I have gained is a real prize.

You instill in me, how much I am really worth,

When I am but a tiny dot, upon this earth.

I taste your lips, gently, and I only crave more,

Than mere lust that lies within the ancient lore.

A hundred centuries of chaos has reigned,

Until the warrior, who you became.

He had rescued me from the enemy,

And I accepted his hand for all eternity.

We've begun the tale of romance,

Starting with just the slow dance.

A simple kiss, and my spirit's captured,

I linger for a moment inside your rapture.

An embrace, lasting for twenty odd minutes,

Can leave an imprint on this heart, once beatless.

So I think of you while I sleep,

And I will dream you into the deep.

In the parts of my soul that remain hidden,

I am knowing and trusting this is not forbidden.

Once I had thought this to be a taboo,

No longer is it anything, but a promise to love you.

To slowly breathe you in,

Inhaling your love within.

Your mind is in tune with mine,

My soul is now your chime.

For the bells that toll,

Freely ring, so behold!

A final thought for this night,

You are my savior, and I know that you're right...

For My Friends. --- &hearts -->

They stand with a syringe full of rainbows

They seek to oust the Grey clouds that host my day

They control the cobwebs that encase the vintage wine

They allow controlled measures to shower my despair

They envelope their help and address to my need

They build scaffolding of strength around my tired legs

They are all individuals but unite in one cause

They see value in that cause, one I seldom see

They have access to words and distribute them with care

They respond to the volume of my quiet desperation

They are priceless, unique and rare

They are true currency in a bankrupt world

Who are they?

They are my friends

Leave And Let Leave.

My musings this rainy night are -- What is this concept of live-in relationship that has our society in a tizzy? Is living in a cop-out?Is it a haven for the commitment-phobic?
But to discuss live-in relationship,we must first talk about marriage,the great institution of social sanctity where two people come together till death does them apart. Now in the modern world,this lasts for a couple of years.And then the divorce lawyers begin to make the mega-bucks.

I'm not against marriage but my question is "Is marriage unbreakable?"

In the recent years ,the need to find happiness without each other has become more important than the foolishness of being unhappy together.We cannot deny that.More marriages end in divorce now than before. So we accept the fact that no relationship comes with a guarantee - not even marriage.So if nothing is permanent,then why is there such a hue and cry over people who accept the temporary nature of relationship and decide to just live-in.
No two people who are together can predict the future.So there's nothing like - in sick and sin and through thick and thin. Harsh but true.
What's the point of commitment when 'no commitment' is good enough?It's useless,baseless and meaningless.Anyone who finds security in holy matrimony is a fool. Binding people together legally is not a solution but a problem.
This may sound ironical but the only way you can be together is, if you have the freedom to leave. Then, being together has a true meaning because you are not bound to be together, but are together because you want to be. I would consider a live-in relationship as a stronger one because here there's only a strong emotional attachment. No legal binding, no social pressure, no unwanted rules but just two people in love .. and that's all.
Love is about freedom not about bondage.

.. Alone against the storM ..

Where are You?

Whenever I need you,

You stay away,

Whenever I need help,

You keep it from me,

Whenever I need love,

You deprive me of it,

I call for you each day,

You never answer,

I cry for you each night,

You never respond,

A teardrop falls,

Full of sadness and despair,

Full of a fading glimmer of hope,

Full of a Breaking faith in you,

There's a sound,

A tearing, A cracking,

A shattering, A breaking,

The sound of a Broken Heart