30.6.09

betrayed


There we were, both so young,

Just standing with the crowd.

We were the closest of friends,

Laughing so loud.

As time went on,

I started trusting you more and more.

I told you things that I,

Hadn't told anyone before.

I opened up to you,

I gave you my heart,

Then you turn right around,

And tear it apart.

You think that I don't know,

What you're saying behind my back.

You think you're so perfect,

But there's still so much that you lack.

You predend that you don't know,

Why I'm in so much pain.

Secretly hating you,

Betrayed by you yet again.

You think that you can just,

Butt into my life.

But if you really want to make me happy,

You must pay the price.

And now that I've broken free,

From your deadly curse,

I realize your the one who ruined my life,

And continued to make it worse.

Now you're angry with me,

Because I refuse to answer your call.

Because I'm trying to forget you,

So I won't have to fall.

So now, just remember,

When I turn my back on you,

It's because you did the same to me,

Something horible to live through.

Never again will I trust you.

Never again will I call you a friend.

Never again will you ruin my life,

Our friendship has come to an end.

How dare you say that you care,

How dare you even try.

How can you be so heartless,

And try to make me believe your lies.

I've learned form my mistakes.

I've learned from what I've done.

I've learned not to trust you.

You, or anyone.

I've been betrayed by a friend.

26.6.09

my savior

there's not enough words,
to tell you how much I adore you,
you have shown me a side of you,
I somehow always knew.
had existed for many a bad day or even a good day,
I love your beautiful mind in every single way.
you touch me, and I feel,
you speak to me; I heal.
your promise has been given,
to protect me; you are driven.
I now exist for not only myself,
but also for your own emotional wealth.
I have become enriched,
with the fabric that's been stitched.
my heart glows a bright, crimson red,
blood is burning a flame in my heart, instead.
a beautiful pyre has been built,
out of love, not out of guilt.
you have made me realize,
what I have gained is a real prize.
you instill in me, how much I am really worth,
when I am but a tiny dot, upon this earth.
I taste your lips, gently, and I only crave more,
than mere lust that lies within the ancient lore.
a hundred centuries of chaos has reigned,
until the warrior, who you became.
he had rescued me from the enemy,
and I accepted his hand for all eternity.
we've begun the tale of romance,
starting with just the slow dance.
a simple kiss, and my spirit's captured,
I linger for a moment inside your rapture.
an embrace, lasting for twenty odd minutes,
can leave an imprint on this heart, once beatless.
so I think of you while I sleep,
and I will dream you into the deep.
in the parts of my soul that remain hidden,
I am knowing and trusting this is not forbidden.
once I had thought this to be a taboo,
no longer is it anything, but a promise to love you.
to slowly breathe you in,
inhaling your love within.
your mind is in tune with mine,
my soul is now your chime.
for the bells that toll,
freely ring, so behold!
a final thought for this night,
you are my savior, and I know that you're right...