i tried.

everyday

torture

painful,

suffocating.

wanting,

needing,

hand held

hug so tight.

seductive

voice

rare

suicide.

no escape

nothing

makes

sense

but i am numb.

the silence

took

the pain.

Silence.

relax

Older then one and all

Younger at empathy

Strength gives me dreams

Dreams of immobilized nights

Beneath the cold hearted

Lies a new precision

Status, shaken

People see you

Burly

Cherished

Good acquaintance

Aficionado

Donor

Beam at what is superior

Smile at what is mar

Uncertainty is a tremor

No matter how far

Why do we have ghastly existence?

Why don’t we smirk?

Why can’t every person be joyful?

Why necessity it be so outlying?

It is a chronicle?

It is a chart

Take pleasure in somewhere this is disappearing

Parties

Before a live audience under the luminary

Temporary like a pull the wool over somebody's eyes